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Thursday, June 09, 2005

It is now official

I am pregnant. I am due sometime in December. Am I excited about it? In certain ways yes, but I would say I am more scared then anything else.

I am a 31 year old single mother, I have a son who is turning 12 in July and I don't own anything. No car, no house, nothing - Currently living with my mom partly because of my mother's medical condition and partly because of the cost to have an apartment on my own.

I am scared because now I have to come to the reality that I may not be able to care for the child.

You may wonder if I told the father, yes, he knows and is now in the process of speaking to a lawyer to find out all his rights. Is this a bad thing? No, not at all..I was scared he wouldn't care.
The biggest rub in that is, he lives in the UK.
So if he does take the baby, then I may never see him/her again, or it would be very difficult.

So there it is, the short version of what is sure to be a complicated few months....Years even.

I am also in the process of contacting a Family lawyer. I need to know all my options and know what my rights are.


Blogger Tonia's Macrame said...

Always remember that through each step of the process, people who love you will always be around to give you a hug.... or to punch you in the arm... :oP

12:30 PM  
Blogger Ayannali said...

Thanks, always there for encouragment :) heheh

8:24 PM  
Anonymous Warrior Poet said...

*punch* *hug*

5:50 PM  
Blogger Ayannali said...

Thanks guys :) means alot to me

9:27 PM  

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